My Reality!!

For some reason or another,
I have always been somewhat
Able to rely mostly on myself!!
I mean I have always had so many
people in my life at each time t.
But my pessimist nature
Has always made me very cautious.
And truth be told, I am never wrong!
So what if I didn’t give the person
The benefit of doubt in my mind.
They always mess up as I thought.
Probably even worse than I thought.
Just as I was getting mini excited
It happened again!!
I was really looking forward to not
being the face to at least one account.
I guess not Sigh!!
So no matter how much I really want
To think the best of people.
They always throw it in my face.
That there, is My Reality!!
And each day, I learn to live with it.