I attended a family event last evening.
Here is the thing, I barely knew anyone.
Apart from those that I went with of course.
However, I went with a few siblings and cousins.
And I guess I would have preferred totally knowing no one.
I feel that my family suffocates me greatly.
Therefore spending an entire evening / night
Was a very uncomfortable experience.
I’m therefore looking for any possible way
Of avoiding any such shindigs in the future.
Hopefully the near future.
I did, however make it through.
That gives me loads of joy
Knowing I can survive such situations.
I am praying that there will be none of those soon.
Wishful thinking I know.